Soldier with a broken heart.

I don't know how to begin
I keep writing and deleting texts
My heart is full of words but my mind is dead
There is so much I want to say
To share a thousand words with you.

I wanna run and catch you,
I wanna scream your name,
I wanna hold your hand,
and join you in your peaceful walk.

But you'll be frightened, or even mad.
You know me and that's the thing.
I bend my head and tell myself
"I would do nearly anything to tell you those thousands words"
Then I let you go, open my eyes and whisper "Take care Darling."

I hope you're listening.